on ma way

I'm walking on the railing of the highway
..after a dream, a dream so faraway
Nothin cn blew me ,nothin cn sour me
Let me b ur voice
As stage is only 4 me...

It might b hapy..it may b sorrow
Dis is d reasn ,
Dat no1 cn borrow

It may b ur way
Or might b sour way
Bt it is my dream
There nthin 4 u 2 stay

U may b candy
U may b trendy
Bt i gonna take
Whatever is handy

World is like dis
Always so menancing
Let it always shout
N broke down offencing

Bt nothin can break it
Nothin cn wreak it
Still m standing my ground
N singing to freak it

treadin on highway
Following my own way
I'm heading out
To rock on the broadway

Na na ne na na
Na na ne na na
Na na ni ne na ni ne ni na na
Oh Hitting my six string
Which is my only wing
U bettr got undr ur skirt
Coz it wil b stinging BOOO...

i'm d diffrnt shoe among d wild few
Don't try 2 b like me
Coz world wil get u screw

I workout no fool
I follow my only rule
This wil jus fuck u out
N make u look anther fool

I m nt gonna hiding
I wil gonna fighting
My rage is in dis sng
Good n best 4 writing

My wrds are all flaming
I aint got no shaming
I wil blotch up my fear
For i dnt want up to b blaming

So let me b on my way
Out of dis hell way
To follow my dream

2 rock on d broadway...
Na na ne na na
Na na ne na na
Na na ni ne na ni ne ni na na
:-DB-)

to b away from u my love

gud night , i think its time to go
sumwhere without u to knw
bringing uprises to my feet
what hav made u to cheat

this is not our time yet
making not to feel gud
m walkin til d sunset
living like a dead should

gud bye,for ever ,i like it
nothig cn stop to fight wid
its going as dark as night is
no one wid me to talk wid


jus wanna to dream yet
jus wanna to fight yet
making me so easy
walking til d sunset

n if u wanna to say
or cry all day
dis is nt nw my problem

coz i'm going faraway

betryad

i m betrayd , betrayd by my own shadow
evn in dark , i can see...i cn see tears in my eyes
theres more pain....more pain then blood in my broken heart

all broken..on verge of shattering..
I m in void..bt surrounded by million of fake light

smile, i nw see as a curse . Is itself smiling over me
n mockin , my self consious get me drowned

dnt knw d reasn, dnt knw d seasn
i kept my standin , keep on walkin
wid my back stil hurtin frm d weight
d weight of ur memories , rotting , giving smell
givin d disguist of ur betrayl

i make d error of understndin u
nw my sense itself is a ?
Nw i m alone .
Wanderin on path unknwn.
Stil i kept on pace ,
to go as far as i cn away frm u

nevr 2 luk bck
2 escape

stil a part of u has a part
of mine
...my poor heart rottin , treadend under ur foot

wish

"wish"


i wondr how it works
i wonder how it feels


watever pain it bears
i will go on 4 years


jus get a knife
put in ma heart                               \
ohhh....



just get a knife
n put in ma heart


ohh yeah


bt dnt go away
leavin me apart............


i hav walkd 4 year
jus to seek u there
lot of things hav changed


bt not ma love ohhh.....please say if u can hear....

i had wonderd
i hav wandered
i hav thundered


bt let me hav u here....


i wondr how it goes
i wonderd how it went
bt nw ......nw truth is clear...
i cn die to reach there
where fate had us distant....

you

# u

in ur eyes i want to see
the world i long to be
in ur eyes i saw those dreams
which i saw losted in my sleeep

to better know u
i hav crossed millions offseas
bt better i knw u
more i want u to be wid mee

i havnt sleep all those nights
when m wid u
when i lived u
ohh....i want not to sleep
as every dream had an end
n i dnt wannt this dream 2 end

 ur scent n ur warmth...
i cn feel a thousand mile apart
even in d crowd....
i cn feel ur smile

then i knw
then i feel u
that i lost u
in my life
bt i kept u
bt i miss u
even when u r in my heart

so pls tell me where u r
so pls gave me back ma heart
jus let me be wid u
of all these times
widout u in my arms
i had wanderd deep in dark
alone ...... alone i walked

so jus let me....
let me in ur heart
coz i  m srry
when i had get us apart

i want u
i want u more then ma life
take ma life
or give me a reason
to smile


i have gone too far
i have lend ma scars
i have done ma part
nw jus come to me
n give me .......reason to live

even i m a sinner
even i m .....what i m?
i pray evry day
nt to god these days

coz i hav lostd faith
i hate thee
to make us apart
to get u
i pray to u
nw u an angel
cm in ma dream
n let me sleep

forever
always
or infinite lifes if u please

lone in a lane

this whole crowd is nt enough...d boy need more....more peoples ...to depart him frm being lonly.
Smthing is clutching him frm inside..creatin lumps in his throat ..makin it impossible to breathe.....dis feeling is itchin in his nerves.
Al he want to do is to shout ..to gav al his pain a new way to let go n free his body......
Bt all dat is hapnin to him is worst then his thinkin..it is miles away frm him. D boy is thinkin what to do. Wel 1 thing is certain dat he wil nt let dis unknwn fear hurt him.


2day he want al his frnds to cal him..all d world to talk wid him..to tel him dat they care 4 him. He knw dat they do.
Bt 2day he want to dissolve him into the crowd. Let go of himself. He is a little insecure..bt nw.. He jus want sm1 to hug him.

Al he knw dat he wil b okay in a lil while..so he is a lil patient...n den d dark clouds may go as soon as they had arrived

moving ahead

staggering......he went ahead on his way......the fall earlier had taught him a lesson.....now he's strong.......strong enough to look up above over his pain....towards d view..the road that lies ahead of him is unpredictable.....but he is happy bcause its d road he had chosen...it is his decision.....and nothing  gonna making him regret it.... he had find his relief...d only way to forget the world...the music make him forget all his worries......the moment he plugs the earphone in his ear.....he got switched off from all the betrayal.all the hard words...all the misunderstandings

the music makes him forgot all the mean things that had happened to him.............no matter how his friends make fun of him for his  earphones dangling by his sides..............he never gonna leave it.....he had a hard walk ahead...he know that.....even in his dreams he sometime cried over his past....but he now know how to make lemonade from the lime of events ........

he looks around...its too hot here with the sun trying just to focus on you.....but he has to walk....

trying to keep pace with the crowd going by his side.........he's making his own way ...a bit creative...and a little innocent......he want to improve himself....to take down all the hurdles....all he want to get is his dream...
he had a list of it....some silly some very silly......and some very very silly...but each has a deeper meaning in his life........how he yearn for them...the many restless nights ,he had spent thing only of his dreams........only he knew..
but he is now on his journey...on his quest..for getting what everyone once thought to be a nonsense........but he know what he want....and he will one day.................................yes one day

"what once was a dream.....
 is  the one you now live with...
the one which you dream now..
will make a cause for someone to live with"   "Lemonade"

betrayed sunshine

the boy is on his own again....left alone,shattered , tornd apart.....bt he is still not cryin...it takes guts nt 2 do so.....what if he's a boy......he also hav a heart ...it earlier was...bt what nw,?......bt he's nt cryin coz he has hope....every time he fall....he fall hard n flat...bt life has tought him a lesson...he deserves to learn that lesson, coz he has fallen so many time......d lesson was to go on...no matter alone or in a crowd...it is u walking that matters...life is like a river...u stop its flow n it stagnets....smells like hell......ya it hurts a bit , sumtimes a lot...bt what it do to ur life ,its upon u......if u try to rip open ur heart evrytime ,trying to blame sum1...........u will just b going on paining u alone...in a loop....infinitely

 bt d boy laugh...yes he laugh......his eyes r still moist bt he is nw laughing.....he is laughin on his fall even b4 any1 gets a chance to do so...........he stands ....his back is strong...every fall makes it more strong towards d pain ahead....he try to walk....staggers a bit....whats dis drop ...its nt d tear u r assuming...every1 trying to see dat only.....its d damn rain.....wow thats perfect....nw mayb it cn give his tears a clog or a mask....a mask of carelessness.....even d days r dark 4 him...he has got more wid him then he had lost....he has friends ....he knw they r on their way when they knew he is hurt......they r his lifes most precious gift.......mostly boys.....girls.......r a amenace 4 him...he knw his sense of humor will return ,...it always do.....its d thing people  like best in him.....ya it has returnd.........well....once again he had learned a lesson in life...............